by Father Walter Ray Williams
The Thirty-third Sunday of the Year, C -
November 14, 2004
When I was growing up I rarely argued and never fought with
my twin sister. We were too close. Well, we never really argued very angrily
except about one thing, one thing that she would do – and still does – which I
found to be absolutely intolerable.
What does my sister do that I find so abominable? She takes
up a novel and immediately proceeds to read the end of the story first. She asks
me, almost incredulously, how I cannot understand her reason for this: How does
she know whether she wants to read a story if she does not know how it ends?
Silly boy, why waste one’s time on a book that ends wrong? Here was the one
chink in my good sister’s armor of virtue (and she is a very good woman). For
me, who love to read great novels, my sister’s attitude is analogous to life:
Why live life if one doesn’t know how it ends?
Just as a proper reading of a novel involves suspense and an adventure of not
knowing exactly how it will end, so is life. Life is like a novel that is still
being written. We can’t see the particulars of the future, for the simple reason
that it has not happened yet. Thus, the Church’s condemnation of all those
attempts to read the future through the use of cards, crystal balls, Ouiji
boards and mediums. Yes, because they often involve the delving into the occult
-- something that is very dangerous to the human soul -- but also because they
are exercises in futility. They are like my sister’s insistence -- though much,
much more serious -- on reading the end of a novel first. Read the end of the
story first and ruin the whole novel. Live life by trying to know the absolute
particulars of the future, and you will never really live.
One of the chief requirements of a great novel is what is
called verisimilitude; that is, a true reflection of reality, of life. The novel
must appear, come across, as a real life story. And so as Christians we know
then that a great novel’s end will be marked by this one certainty: the triumph
of good over evil. Just so is life and time, this story we call history. At its
end -- and it does have an end -- good triumphs, and evil is vanquished. “But
for you who fear my name,” we hear in the first reading, “there will arise the
sun of justice with healing in its wings,” that dawning of a new day, a new
creation, that marks the end of time; or rather, time and space and all of
history’s being assumed into and made complete in eternity.
It should not surprise us that the novel, that particular
kind of writing of a story, when done well, that reflects life so accurately --
it shouldn’t surprise us then that the novel is the fruit of Christian culture.
The great novelist writes about life from what he or she knows from revelation:
that life itself is a story. We don’t know the particulars of its end; but we do
know that after the last day and night of time, something will come into being,
or rather something that is and has always been from all eternity, will be made
manifest, and its beauty and glory, the very splendor of it can only be hinted
at in the best of literature, poetry, music and painting. Only those very best
moments of our lives on this earth, those moments of joy unspeakable when a
short glimpse of glory is granted us, when in those seconds of revelation it
occurs to us how much we love someone and are loved by someone, in those few and
far between recognitions of how really good it is to exist, to be a character in
this great adventure called life, an adventure that is going somewhere -- only
at those times do we get a hint of what the end will be like.
Ah, but here’s the rub. We are characters in a story whose
future is not fixed. We follow no predetermined route. What a terrible burden
this can be, even as it is potentially the richest of blessings. Because we
know, if we bother to reflect on our Catholic faith and read our catechism, we
know that no character’s destiny is really fixed. At the end there is still
heaven or hell. “Lo, the day is coming, blazing like an oven, when all the proud
and all evildoers will be stubble, and the day that is coming will set them on
fire....” Or, “for you who fear my name, there will arise the sun of justice
with its healing rays.”
No one mentions hell in polite, cheery, churchy circles
anymore. Many priests and perhaps even bishops are afraid that to talk about
hell from the pulpit would cause the collection plate to be emptier, would cause
people to leave the parish. Well, why stay, if one is not interested in the
purpose and mission of the Church – to bring glory to God by the salvation of
souls? If that is not someone’s purpose as a member of the Church, then why
bother? Listen, dear people, you are much more important to God, the Church, to
me as your priest, than a mere source of income. You are all beings with an
eternal destiny, marked at the very core of your person with the Image of God.
That’s why we must talk about hell. But for many it just is not polite. Then I
suppose Jesus Himself would not be welcome in such gatherings of oh so nice
people; for Christ spoke about hell much more often than He did about heaven.
But the possibility of hell, the awful potentiality for living -- or rather
forever dying -- apart from God’s glory and joy, is in no way a denial or a
lessening of God’s deep, infinitely deep, mercy and goodness. On the contrary,
the real possibility of hell is a constant reminder of the burden of freedom
that is ours. We are real live characters in the story of life. The end for us
is not fixed, but will be the result of what we believe, the choices we make,
the lives that we live, that move us either toward God and His mercy or shut God
out of the picture completely. Hell is not, could never be, God’s will for us;
hell is our will in defiance of God. But to deny the existence of hell or the
possibility of ending up there – to say that everything comes out just fine for
all the characters in the novel no matter how they live, behave, no matter what
they do or believe or refuse to believe – to say all that is to say that the
novel, that life itself, is without meaning.
The greatest novels end with the triumph of the good. Some
characters -- sometimes the unlikeliest of them -- end up astoundingly
victorious. Others follow the way of damnation. Nothing is for sure until the
end, till the day of judgment. Nothing, that is, except for this most comforting
of truths: that the Author of this story called life is on our side, that God
brought all the characters -- you and me -- into this story, this history, so
that we might share in the final and everlasting triumph of the good, the glory,
the bliss of heaven. God is writing the story with that in view; but somewhat
unlike characters in a novel, we are free. With the initiation, the present
power, the infinite generosity of the grace of God, we can choose now to triumph
at the end. Or we can -- God forbid -- reject the very thing we were made for --
heaven. The story is not over yet. And so this adventure we call life is full of
hope and expectation that it will have a most happy ending for all. That’s God’s
will for us. He has made the way of salvation open to us and offers us His grace
at every turn. The rest is up to us, to you and me.



